> Humanly impossible to truly grasp Your love
> The depth, the width, the height
> Give my all, all my might
> Up during the middle of many nights
> Sleep I fight
> Battling dreams, You seek to speak
> Your voice, unique
> Peaceful, strong
> Humbling I, meek, my wrongs
> Laid before You
> But You only care that I'm finally here
> Where? In Your presence
> Your mere essence brings tears to eyes
> Eyes that've seen many hardships
> Tragedies, chaos
> Your arms feel like sweet melodies to the skin
> Singing my sin to sleep
> To death, You keep
> Me before I wake
> My soul do take
> Seeing thru the fake
> Masking my cover up
> The foundation You lay is lush
> I blush, I could never do enough
> My all doesn't compete
> Yes, at times I'm weak
> Faithfully bleak, those days I reek
> Of desperation and redemption
> It seems that You constantly spoil me with gifts
> I've been redeemed
> The cream of the crop
> The last shall be first
> And vice versa, You set me on top
> If I were to fall or drop
> In Your hands I'd land
> All of this based on a shameless death
> Sacrificial lamb hanging with every breath
> Leaving slowly
> Lower my head, my demeanor is lowly
> I'm just a servant, a peasant
> But You know me by name
> Number every hair on my head
> Lame in my walk, You heal my legs
> Pick up my cot & send me on my way
> To carry the cross, You paved the way
> To die, each & every day
> Bat my lashes at Your glowing face
> My attention nailed to Your truthful waist
> Shining so bright, the Son in You
> I'm a star amongst many, but love I feel from You
> Envelops me & addresses every male
> Every woman woven in the fabric of life
> I, created to be Your beautiful wife
> Awaiting my bride-groom
> Facing certain doom
> Gloom, hanging over my head like mistletoe
> But You stepped in to kiss death with a death kiss
> What a blow
> To ego, my ego won't allow me to grow
> To plant my feet & sow my faith
> Spread my wings like eagle if I could
> Weighed by should've's, would've's, the cost of that wood
> Ignorant, arrogant in my nature
> Frame ya' for crimes uncommitted
> Prayers submitted, always answered
> My faith sickened with cancer
> I want to believe, I really do
> No, really, truly, I do love You
> Do what I do to fit in
> Only to stand out
> Contradictions, marked out
> Stamped with Your authority, carved out in the sky
> You whisper my name, greet me with hi's as the sun rises
> The present is filled of many surprises
> You are a great Father, I realize this
> Took me too long to recognize the love in You
> Blessed me for too long, what can I do to repay the acts?
> Smacked with grace, it's free at that
> A life long exodus, forgetting my genesis
> Awaiting my revelation, I'm revealing this
> But You already know it to be
> All I've ever wanted, Father, was to be just like You
> Forsake me not, take me back
> In what I lack, You work with that
> My weakness becomes Your strength
> And my days increase in length
> I can not justify my past
> But You see pass my past
> Embrace in me my future to come
> A future held in royalty, Your kingdom to come
> On my knees, before Your feet I'll stay
> But Your good news I'm sent to relay
> Pass on like a sacred baton
> Made right from wrong
> I sing songs to You in the form of these psalms
> Full of proverbial truth
> Exemplified thru Ruth, Hosea, & James
> I'm addicted to You, my cocaine
> Heroin in my veins
> Bittersweet when I come down from my high
> But You greet me even when I say goodbye
> I've never seen the back of Your head
> Always facing me
> Facing defeat, You stand by me
> What love is this? My God!
> Lay down Your very own, begotten
> Once rotten, ripened with Your love, I haven't forgotten
> My wayward descent
> In Your word I transcend, my head ascend, I smell of Your scent
> Smells of sweet fruit
> The fruit that I bear
> I'm pregnant with characteristics of You, I share
> In a bloodline of kings
> Dance outside in Your reign
> I wanna feel every drop
> Thanking my DJ for every beat He drops
> My heart beating at an incredible pace
> It's been forever, I continually chase
> After You, my transgressions You've erased
> And in it's place You've replaced
> How could You love me after all that I've done to You
> I don't know why, but You do...
